Promenade
Change they say is the rule of nature,but what kind of change?slow transitions?Random?repulsive?schocking?un explanatory.................?i could probably just go on and on. Its Jan 2005,and things have just taken a u turn( is there something more contrary than a 'u turn?' if there is let me know i can always come back and edit this page. life has scattered into a million pieces,and am trying to pick them up,cant seem to find the missing ones, and once i do, then what? does it solve any puzzle? will the pieces show me a sign?
There has been good ,and bad...maybe bad would not be appropriate...see i am still finding the answers otherwise i would have said 'different' ....but then i think all happens for a reason.then there are thousand words flying by,zillion thoughts...
There has been good ,and bad...maybe bad would not be appropriate...see i am still finding the answers otherwise i would have said 'different' ....but then i think all happens for a reason.then there are thousand words flying by,zillion thoughts...
On the contrary, i am content cause i know its Gods wish, and without his knowledge none of whatever hapened would have happened,so if it did,there is a reason. like they say,patience is the success to anything you want in life,not just ephemeral,but the patience to endure discomfort,pain,anxiety until you achieve your ends. My life ,your life should not be one where you and i wait 'patiently' for fate to take turn,rather patiently perservere and sacrifice.
Everything in life should be through free will,,miracles can happen only if 'you,i' become 'the miracle.' Life is about pain eventually, and if we need to be happy we need to overcome the pain, we have to let go and not forget the past but adapt to the history. There should have been no word like 'perfection' in the dictionary,cause then we could stop striving for it and concentrate on our current boons.i dont strive for perfection but strength,physical and mental, cause i know every journey will be an obstacle raise,with 5 other people striving to beat you to it.
How do i attain sublime strength?is it only through experience in pain? but then why should there pain to proove ones strength? wont there be more to come...?am not complaning at all, in fact i have everything in this world i ever dreamt off. which scares me more, cause every disagreement is justified,every pain is justified.
like i said and say it again,life is a million equations, not meant to be solved,cause then we would have answers to the past,present and future and we would have nothing to look back at and forward to as well.
its all about the moment isnt it? if you dont feel it then you loose it forever.
Everything in life should be through free will,,miracles can happen only if 'you,i' become 'the miracle.' Life is about pain eventually, and if we need to be happy we need to overcome the pain, we have to let go and not forget the past but adapt to the history. There should have been no word like 'perfection' in the dictionary,cause then we could stop striving for it and concentrate on our current boons.i dont strive for perfection but strength,physical and mental, cause i know every journey will be an obstacle raise,with 5 other people striving to beat you to it.
How do i attain sublime strength?is it only through experience in pain? but then why should there pain to proove ones strength? wont there be more to come...?am not complaning at all, in fact i have everything in this world i ever dreamt off. which scares me more, cause every disagreement is justified,every pain is justified.
like i said and say it again,life is a million equations, not meant to be solved,cause then we would have answers to the past,present and future and we would have nothing to look back at and forward to as well.
its all about the moment isnt it? if you dont feel it then you loose it forever.
posted by cappucinno @ 11:03 AM
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