Blind Believer?

I realized few days back- how strong and peaceful i can be, if i had faith,and let go off the things i worried about. Was i just too helpless to keep fighting that i succumbed to the 'so called' faith by surrendering my thoughts to God? Or was it just too comforting to think that God being ethereal,omnipotent and 'wanting' only the best for me- would give me the outcome i deserved?

And if what i get would not be what i want, would i be happy,content and not fight otherwise thinking that this is what God wants for me?I dont know. maybe i would just keep asking and praying. maybe i would just cling to that hope and realize that the present is the way God want things for me to be for now. The question is how will we ever know? We wont- thats why i/we call it 'faith' and others call it 'blind belief.'Blind- but strong, so strong that just that faith would let you be stronger than any other person,maybe so strong that you wont realize you were weak and needed some help. So strong that just a belief can let you live and not endure.

Thats the way life ought to be, not one of endurance,but of personal peace.Not one of constant survival but that of blind faith.Thats when you realize how important it is to 'let go' and keep walking.That way you can run ahead blindly but still see things so clear , and also feel proud to look back. thats also when you realize you dont need to fight to be strong but just to have the faith.

A small word,with a huge history.A small word, that just needs belief.
FAITH