Yackety Yack

Am gonna go yackety yack today for a change, cause you know what? i freaking wrote my longest blog ever 2 days back and then was trying to edit the page, and hadnt published it! so i lost the whole thing.!!*sigh* really..... i was oh so so mad, i packed my bags and scooted home. yup. and you know what frankly am NOT over it, cause i liked what i wrote..okay okay,am not presumptous, i rarely give myself the credit for the things i do. maybe i should start. i was watching 'Ally mcbeal' ( for the hundreth time, after my pepertual house hunt...) ,i just love it, love the thoughts, the careers, the sharp tongues,the lateral thinking, and the weird attitude. lol its funny.

anyway let me see, havent had much of an eventful day except for the pizza i must say. (that does make my day always...*please note*),and now am in the process of thinking what to blog,wow, the fact that am undergoing 'writers block' maybe means am an amateur 'shakespeare' in the becoming? yeah frankly shakespeare,van gogh...if they werent there would we have no art and literature? i always wondered how weird van gogh could get to cut of a piece of his ear? did he have an end in mind? am sure he justified it in his 'artful normalcy.' But i do always picture that picturesque sunflower field with endless color and sky. that must have been a sight. Maybe Van gogh was overcome with too much beauty he couldnt justify it. anyway why am i bothered? Besides Mike Tyson trod almost the same path,only this time he thought Ivanders' charm outpouring and acted on his reflexes. damn arent humans just becoming weird? okay...another bone of contention.(snigger) So lets blame it, blame it on history ( wide smile). see thats the beauty of writing and thinking, i can think in the right / wrong and leave it for you to 'imbue.' Well thats what i do, read books and sometimes think, 'damn, he/she is right?' or rather i dont even go that far, i just devour the literature and forget cynicism is actually healthy. ( *hmph!* yeah yeah i cant always do it, but am getting there....)

I am actually justifying my heading here.I need to make some resolutions this weekend, on what? am still thinking. hmmm do i really need to? okay am going to go back up here and change my topic to 'confused fooseball' cause right now my words personify the former and my hair the latter!

sign of asha sign of!