Pen down!

Okay, so the pen, no...rather the fingers finally hit the keypad, and i finally start pounding on them. but who knows for how long? Dont tell me that this too shall pass? yeah never know just few days back i wrote to a person i loved dearly that life is full of ironies, and everything now seems ephemeral to me. So i sat back and thought that i would just like to once hold on to the moment and not let it pass by.

Its like magic when i think, the mind is the instrument that creates the musical notes in our lives, it could be a soothing note, a delirious note, or even a morbid one.But then the choices are too many, and we moslty end up following a totally different tune,not our own.....but that created by someone else!

Then one fine day i wake up and realize that my music could have lasted longer, could have insipired me further, could have perpetuated my fate or destiny!alas, why is it that we realize things a bit late, when its a gargantuan task to reverse the things done? do i have the zest to go forward and fight an open battle? fight on plains my feet have not dared to touch, on hills that man has gone no forward than a mere thought?

Okay, if i had one wish in this lifetime what would it be? have u thought of it? I have ....but i think i want to many things. Cause my thoery of life today rests on the biology of thought : interdependance. Solitary bliss? no.... again like i said...ephemeral...and again i say..' that too will pass'

so what is it that lasts forever? can i build something that screams...hey look here, i walked this earth, i also did so much! can you see................?


Asha